Sometimes I like to think about if I reversed time and went back to when I was in high school. I like to think about what I would need to do change my life for the better with the knowledge I have now while still gaining the friendships I've gotten in my current life. Would it even be possible? Could I form those relationships at all knowing all that i know now? I feel like an entirely different person than who I was just a year ago.
Bad feelings
It's not that I feel disliked necessarily. Just like I'm not good enough for people to actually want to get closer than casual acquaintance.
She/Her ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ | 29 | 1/4 Indigenous Mexican ๐ฎ๐น | BLM/ACAB | No Minors ๐